pain giver

silent..breaking...walls shaking...i dont know what!
silent and alone and terrbly seeking, for a reason?
maybe but deep inside i know, i am the one who shouldnt be

its breaking me inside. its slowly tearing me to pieces and i know, without a doubt, that i am, although i hope to be, no longer feeling what i about to happen, but i do, i am!

its hurting me, deep inside, without a trace you wouldnt see, but inside it breaks me to pieces as if i should be whole, free frm feeling...

i am breaking inside from the things that i have done, maybe not intentional, but still, i hope not anymore, causing you pain...

damn pain that hurts both you and me, although im sure its hurting you more, but i shoudnt give much credit, no, not to me, the one...the pain giver!

id do anything...your free

id do what you ask because you deserve to be free.
id do what is terrible because i dont want you to be;
hurting...in pain...and angry, yeah maybe you are!
i dont blame you because i was stupid and selfish

id do what you ask because you deserve better.
better than what i have and will ever be.
its selfish for me to think that i wouldnt be;
the one that you want, but i cant be, that person,
that someone that will not let you down.

you deserve to be free...you deserve to be happy
so for the pain ive cause you, ill draw the knife!
ill let it cut me as i did cut you...ill let it in.
accept thy pain o body for you have caused it on others.

id do what you ask because you deserve to be free.
id do what you ask because you deserve better.
id do what you ask because i am weak!
i do what you ask of me because i am no better. your free!